a nice long run at 7:30am.

been months since i last ran (i think). been really long since i last ran in the morning. was reading newspaper when suddenly, there came the inspiration to go running! kindof miss the adrenaline rush, the feeling of wind brushing past me, the feeling of heart beating strong, the feeling of the legs moving continuously. (eh a bit exagerated cos the run wasn't as easy as described)

by 1.5km, my sides were aching and requesting my legs to stop moving. by 2.4km, my speed was as slow as snail. But, by the 3km mark, i was running smooothly, no more side aches as i ran towards my house. no more heavy breathing. the legs just took me home. with the aunties and uncles cheering and waving me on. lolz for a moment, they thought i was the fastest runner in my neighbourhood (cos there was a walkaton cum run starting at 8am which i didn't realize until later) the feeling at the end was great cos i came home refreshed. totally esp after a nice long hot bath. it was a nice way to start off a day.

had a little amusement from a fren amidst the really long exams with her unique greeting via sms. lolz thanks, simple yet it did brighten up my day with all the long studying. thank you.

time to continue studying for last paper!

i think i need to do some financial planning. to start off, maybe can consider coming up with my own balance sheet, cashflow statement and statement in changes in equity to judge my worth.

C*** H** P***

Balance sheet

As at 20 April 2008

Assets
Cash on hand........................................***
Textbooks............................................200
depreciation-txtbks............................(100)
Intangible assets-uni degree.............18,000

Liabilities
Long term bank loan...........................16,000
Provision for birthday presents.........???
Provision for FOC camp.......................100
Provision for shopping..........................???

Equity
share equity...........................................0
Retained earnings.................................0

an rough incomplete one preview to the actual. a more comprehensive financial statement may be issued next year since C*** H** P*** cannot survive on financing through debt. seems like dividends or shares may need to be issed soon. haiz

红唇族 细水长流 LYRICS

年少时候谁没有梦

无意之中你将心愿透露

就在你生日的时候我将小小口琴送

最难忘记你的笑容

友情的细水慢慢流流进了你我的心中

曾在球场边为你欢呼你跌伤我背负

夜里流星飞渡想象着他日的路途

晚风听着我们壮志无数

年少时候谁没有愁

满腔愤慨唯有你能听得懂

每当我失意的时候你将那首歌吹奏

琴声悠悠解我情愁

岁月的细水慢慢流流到了别离的时候

轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅

霓虹纵然再嚣张我们的步履有方向

成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘

多年以后又再相逢

我们都有了疲倦的笑容

问一声我的朋友何时再为我吹奏

是否依旧是否依旧

岁月的细水慢慢流流到了别离的时候

轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅

霓虹纵然再嚣张我们的步履有方向

成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘

多年以后又再相逢

我们都有了疲倦的笑容

问一声我的朋友何时再为我吹奏

是否依旧是否依旧

岁月的细水慢慢流流到了别离的时候

轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅

霓虹纵然再嚣张我们的步履有方向

成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘

多年以后又再相逢

我们都有了疲倦的笑容

问一声我的朋友何时再为我吹奏

是否依旧是否依旧

人生的际遇千百种但有知心长相重

人愿长久水愿长流年少时候

memories. one of my fav song. haha an old yet meaningful song :)

Mariah Carey- Hero

There's a hero,

If you look inside your heart,

You don't have to be afraid of what you are,

There's an answer,

If you reach into your soul,

And the sorrow that you know will melt away.

[chorus]And then a hero comes along,

With the strenght to carry on,

And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive,

So when you feel like hope is gone,

Look inside you and be strong,

And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road,

When you face the world alone,

No one reaches out a hand for you to hold,

You can find love,

If you search within yourself,

And the emptiness you felt will disappear.

[chorus]Lord knows,

Dreams are hard to follow,

But don't let anyone tear them away,

Hold on,

There will be tomorrow,

In time you'll find the way.

[chorus]That a hero lies in.....you______

Ooohh that a hero lies in.....you_____________

a song that stikes me deep within. everytime i hear this song, i never fail to stop to listen attentively. every word within is beautiful. most imptly, it brings back memories that are etched. 'flamedevils', 'elimidux'.

lastly,

Westlife "Swear It Again"

[Shane:]I wanna know

Who ever told you I was letting go

Of the only joy that I have ever known

Girl, they were lying

Just look around

And all of the people that we used to know

Have just given up, they wanna let it go

But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die

I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I

Just you and I

All:I'm never gonna say goodbye

Cos I never wanna see you cry

I swore to you my love would remain

And I swear it all over again and I

I'm never gonna treat you bad

Cos I never wanna see you sad

I swore to share your joy and your pain

And I swear it all over again

only half of the song. cos somehow the music that day only played half. sentimental as i reflect upon the few songs that leave me with deep memories. hopefully more songs will come along as memories are left behind each day :)...mmz meanwhile trying to think of any more songs? okayz back to study study!

my 3rd and final promoting of mini singapore! pardon me for uploading so many pictures of the same place cos i love the place. so i wanna put up lots and lots of the mini-s...:)
food paradize. the small stalls that are half my size.

PSA. ports. mini ships and cranes.

spot the little little toy trishaws. its quite exquisite. it moves along the rail.

suntec :) towers 2 and 3 plus the fountain. beautifully lit.

towering over the fountain of wealth. rmb dancing ard during orientation in vj? spot the 2 mini balls within :)

finally. my fav. her world. everything is suitable for her size :)

mrt. its super cool cos my mini ball can be found inside as it gets transported from one station to the nxt. lolz i m easily thrilled. haha i miss those gadgets...

a super belated uploading of photo. val's and her really yummy and beautiful birthday cake! :) haas was an excellent celebration and phototaking session...eh plus 2 added members...okayz back to mug

it was a wonderful place. i liked. liked the place to bits :):)

bird's eye view of chinese garden.haw pa villa.

feeling big in the world ard me.

towering over the race course. look at the small horses in comparison.

wow we are almost the height of the mini waterfall that can be found in jurong bird park.

it was a beautiful place with all the miniatures of all the landmarks of singapore. really really nice with all the gadgets etc. more more pics will be uploaded the nxt time. my fav isn't up yet! thank you for that experience, thank you for that relaxation cos you made singapore a much pretty place than it looks like. it was a great end to the lessons, projects and reports and a start to the mugging period. vroom vroom!! the engines are starting in full gear! :)

just a post of my rants.mmz...so can skip and not read :)

somehow i can't mask the feeling of disappointment. somehow along the way, i have lost the abiity to do a proper presentation. somehow nerves get to me. somehow the confidence is lost. twice, twice i forgot my speech on the spot, leaving me with bits and pieces which are not linked up. lousy presentations, really lousy ba. its one whole module, there goes it.

lets not blame upon the schedule of being the last, lets not blame upon the strong speakers in class. lets not blame upon the teacher. cos everything lies in our own hands. hence, if blame must be placed, one has to be responsible. the efforts put in to practice, the time spent on doing has all been lost.

can't seem to be consoled by saying u can work hard for the exams cos the module is lost. all i can say is work hard for the rest of the modules and make up for the one that has been lost. my mum told me that results are secondary, health is primary. i agree. yet i can't mask the feelings of being demoralized. life doesn't always seem to be smooth. if it is, then i'll miss out on an exciting life.

hence, in conclusion, life is exciting. let's embrace the challenges. only when there are falls, we'll learn to rise. studies is a personal challenge against ourselves. perhaps not just a challenge but also a jouney of learnings. so right now, i m still learning to do a good presentation without getting nerves over my head. i promise, i promise to be a speaker of confidence the nxt time i present in front of a crowd. i'll master the art of presenting. then, i'll look back and tell myself, that was only a grade that doesn't mean a thing. what is more important is the self confidence of one than to be demoralized by a grade.

haha i realize as i typed the entry, the more positive one becomes. it shows the change of attitude along the way, the building up of motivation. i think it sure looks better than sinking into the depths of demoralization. :) haha to anyone reading, may be i just confused you...