an end to holiz soon...

looking back at how my week passed, i can't help it but sigh. looking at all the stress of ppl (including myself) and all the jia you going ard, i can't help it but think about someone who told me that uni is easy. haha maybe things always look easy when u look back. right now, we are all trapped in the race against time, rushing to complete our work within time. at least, we are rest assured by the words of encouragement and care shown by ppl ard you. we are not alone. so maybe with that, i shall give everyone a *smilez* for working hard this holiz. no matter how much we have completed, we all do deserve a pat on the back!

not much socialization this holiz, only attended one steamboat session with hall frenz. other times were spent tao baoing back room...haha apologies for being anti-social cos of my quiz. the quiz was hard, rather very hard n demoralizing. wellz its not time to dwell upon how badly i've done but to concentrate on doing better :) another quiz n assignment nxt week. discovery center is an interesting experience, afterall i haven't gone there for really super long.

overall, i still enjoyed my holiz. :)

cooking.

it is the process that makes the whole thing enjoyable. food taste good with good company. this is epecially noticable when one compares eating alone in the room with eating with company. cooking can be a fun activity too. tested and tried from the numerous hall dinners we had tgt and the first hall cooked lunch today. felt a little unnatural using knives in particular. lol. maybe i jus need to try my hands on cutting more often. nonetheless i felt fortunate. i can imagine my mum exclaiming that being able to cook is a virture and a way to capture guy's heart. is it? haha if it is, wellz i guess i better start learning how to cook proper meals :) nv exactly like steamed fish though it is probably one of the healthiest food. but today i thought that particular dish was excellently done. maybe i can try cooking that at home and stunned my parents! wld be a nice surprise for them :)

high school musical is really nice! entertaining, sweet and the songs are wonderfully written with meaningful words. basically a really wonderful musical. for now, back to revision and project. :)

acupuncture.

recently i have been visiting different types of doctors so often that it makes me feel sick though i m perfectly fine. :) lolz. general practitioner, surgery specialist, ntu doctor, chinese medicine doctor are those whom i have visited since sch started this sem. wonder what is wrong with my body constituents. haha...

had my first experience of a series of acupuncture sessions today. it was painful. nonetheless i m so appreciatative of the treatment cos it was truly amazing. with a couple of pins on my ear, 1 on my hand and 1 on each feet. wat amazes me was how the small needles heated up my legs and spread the heat up to my knee and down again. jus a few needles but they managed to warm my body in an air-con room. in case u r wondering what is wrong with me...i shall elaborate a little more for those who yet to know ba. i have a little hearing prob on my left ear which has a much lower hearing range compared to others and has a constantly buzzing sound. it happened 6 yrs ago but i have stopped treatment due to personal reasons until recently where my parents insist i go again. haha that explains why i sometimes i can't catch words as clearly. nonetheless i m perfectly fine so no worries ya...:) wellz i guess it was because of this that i've grown up, grown more sensible and appreciative of ppl and things ard me. by sharing, i've taken a big leap in faith of my friends ard me. luckily i forget about it most of the time and smile, until of cos i m forced to rmb it...:)

i don't deny that i hate the period of waiting with the needles in me, cos all i could think of then was the reason why i stopped treatment 6 yrs ago and that was one great setback. seems like a super eventful sem this yr...nonetheless i believe everything that happened has made me a stronger person and makes me live life fuller each day. *smilez* and *cheers* for everyone who cares for me...thank you!

term break and assignments.

term break is approaching yet i foresee that numerous assignments piling up. quizzes, tests, assignments, projects. no doubts everyone is getting stressed and more irritable nowadays. haha if no one thinks so, lol at least i think i m getting more irritable. wellz let's all jia you tgt ya! :)

quote of the day: perk yourself up no matter how tired u r *smilez* :) wellz at least that's my quote for today, a super long day! yeah! :) so do pardon me for any irritation/ moodiness shown. :) plans for holiz? not really...except for the quiz on nxt fri...n maybe a few random plans here and there...think my hall ppl might stop asking me out, after not going for so many activites nowadays...lolz. mid-autumn festival? kbox? jb? sss outing? haas think maybe can't go for all ba...need to mug and of course spend time with...

more than enough said. took me more than 4 mths before my heart decided :) wld take this opportunity to appauld someone for the courage to admit. i donno whether u would even read this anymore or even know what you are thinking, but thank you too. really did treasure the friendship forged.

oops have not exactly been updating my blog recently.

guess many things had happened but where shld i start? missed lots of dinners with fellows niners/47ers cos seems like it clashed with a couple of dinners planned beforehand. ai yo seems like recently, whatever time i m in hall, its spent mugging. everyone is very busy with work n much less interaction recently. had a steamboat with sss before merd flew off. haiz didn't send her off though cos its the other end of singapore from ntu. ai yo my thoughts are so random that i can't seem to organize them properly. so if you don't understand my post, its understandable. workwise i need super a lot of help in tax!! rrrr...

each time i go out, i work harder :) whenever i m down, 3 things wld make me smile.
1) ice-cream (preferably ben n jerry)
2) sea/reserviour/waterfall (beach wld be a nice place)
3) mount fabre (somehow i jus like sitting there)

Hahas jus feeling a bit zi lian...once in a while, will don on a set of formal wear :) thanks to roomie's camera, the image was taken.

full length photo in front of room.

on a closer look. makeup minimal. almost unnoticable.
a hall-cooked dinner we had tgt. had a sumptuous meal. recently hasn't cooked or washed up...pai sei...

what a weekend i had. had so much 'frank' talks over 3 days.

apologies on the previous post for generating so much concern among friends. haas really i m fine. jus thinking out loud only. haas i know all of u wld be there to listen. thanks! i'll talk when i want to. :) fri night expressed my opinion on certain issues with 2 ppl. no offence for any direct remarks i made :) sat: mum and aunt made me faced a reality that i have avoided since sec 2. brought it up again. nonetheless this time i m ready to face it all over again cos i know everyone ard me wld be there for me. haas k don't ask me what reality. some ppl wld know. others wld not. if u do not, maybe one day i'll say. when the opportunity arises. right now, i have just faced that reality, so don't probe bout it ba. sun: i received a frank msg which once again made me say things that i wld not mind keeping it to myself. lolz. nonetheless thanks :) overall i have to say that its a mentally tiring weekend...

okayz enough about my reflections. i enjoyed my sat at the beach n arcade. :) i've always have this affinity for waters. i can just stare at the sparkling waters under the rays of the sun for hrs and keep my mind free. wonderful feeling there :) calming and relaxing