Deep in thoughts. I can finally feel my parents' pain. They never explicitly says how much they love me, but I realize their every actions are filled with love. Yesterday I had a heart wrenching session before I realize how different things were from the past. I did not know the cause of the changes but I realized I never bother to find out. I am really sorry for my sensitivity earlier.
I thought I had grown up. But I am still far from growing up. I still live in a naive world. It all doesn't matter now, only my mum, my dad and my brothers matter to me now. Of course, I will still treat everyone else with a kind heart. Do not let how others mistreat you to be a reason to mistreat others. Let others know how to learn to be benevolent. I can do it.
On a side note, I went Chinatown with mummy yesterday evening. It felt great to see her face light up :) been quite reflective these few days, thinking how I can pack my mummy off with me to my new house. Haha I am such a lazy bum, having a mum who takes care of my every need. I would miss spending quality time with her nxt time, so I am learning to treasure such moments more :)
Monday, January 16, 2012
Friday, December 30, 2011
Drawing a close to another chapter - 2011
It is the time of the year to reflect on the year that past. 2011 had been a very different year - a year of changes. It is the year I made my first decision to switch career and made a to move on to a different stage of life. These are major decisions that will impact on the rest of my life.
Switching of career had been a much deliberated move, weighing the pros and cons carefully. Living audit much earlier than planned, deciding to place other priorities ahead of work. I value having control of my life and will be willing to compromise other things for this. I am way past the adapting stage in my new job. There are days I wish my job can be more exciting, instead of occassionally stoning off at my desk. Though I have some work to do, the last 2 weeks of Dec was a joyous month, with no mood to work. lolz. Somehow there are just some things I can't figure out, some things that I can't resolve for months. haha...oh wells...i need to hone my industry skills.
My life took a drastic change in May becoming from single to engaged. Our flat has been confirmed in a far away land. Like every girl, I have dreams of this special day, haha but ironically, it is hard for dreams to turn into reality. haha before i permanently erased my dreams, i shall jot it down. i dreamt of being in a garden with lovely flowers surrounding where i can jump and run around carefreely, such a scenaic view. I dreamt of staying in a high rise floor with windows that oversee greens...
Being in much more control of my life, i went on 2 short hikes, reliving of some distint memories of my love for outdoors. in these, i realize that it is not the destination that matters, it is the process of determination and perserverance that brings out the delightful smiles upon reaching the top.
2011 also marks my first attempt at studying part time while working full time. a new challenge to juggle studies with work, something i always thought is easy. how wrong i was, it requires much sacrifice of personal relax time and social circle.
i look back at my 2011 resolutions and realized the simplicity of the resolutions. All were achieved, except one. the one was to learn tennis. somehow the motivation wasn't strong and my weekends are often spent studying (except after exams where i just slack my weekends and nights away).
how about my resolutions for 2012? still in the process of finalization...haha :)
It is the time of the year to reflect on the year that past. 2011 had been a very different year - a year of changes. It is the year I made my first decision to switch career and made a to move on to a different stage of life. These are major decisions that will impact on the rest of my life.
Switching of career had been a much deliberated move, weighing the pros and cons carefully. Living audit much earlier than planned, deciding to place other priorities ahead of work. I value having control of my life and will be willing to compromise other things for this. I am way past the adapting stage in my new job. There are days I wish my job can be more exciting, instead of occassionally stoning off at my desk. Though I have some work to do, the last 2 weeks of Dec was a joyous month, with no mood to work. lolz. Somehow there are just some things I can't figure out, some things that I can't resolve for months. haha...oh wells...i need to hone my industry skills.
My life took a drastic change in May becoming from single to engaged. Our flat has been confirmed in a far away land. Like every girl, I have dreams of this special day, haha but ironically, it is hard for dreams to turn into reality. haha before i permanently erased my dreams, i shall jot it down. i dreamt of being in a garden with lovely flowers surrounding where i can jump and run around carefreely, such a scenaic view. I dreamt of staying in a high rise floor with windows that oversee greens...
Being in much more control of my life, i went on 2 short hikes, reliving of some distint memories of my love for outdoors. in these, i realize that it is not the destination that matters, it is the process of determination and perserverance that brings out the delightful smiles upon reaching the top.
2011 also marks my first attempt at studying part time while working full time. a new challenge to juggle studies with work, something i always thought is easy. how wrong i was, it requires much sacrifice of personal relax time and social circle.
i look back at my 2011 resolutions and realized the simplicity of the resolutions. All were achieved, except one. the one was to learn tennis. somehow the motivation wasn't strong and my weekends are often spent studying (except after exams where i just slack my weekends and nights away).
how about my resolutions for 2012? still in the process of finalization...haha :)
Monday, December 26, 2011
Christmas 2011
A most memorable Christmas this year, spend at gunung datuk and melacca. The decision to go was made just 2 days ago before. Thanks to dear who made all the arrangements to ensure our transport and accommodation are settled. With the fully booked rooms in melacca city, we could only settle for a hotel in the outskirts.
Christmas was spent on hiking up gunung datuk. A v steep start and 15min into the hike with my backpack, I was breathless and giddy. Thankfully for the energy bars, water and rest, I managed to continue my way up. Upon reaching the top after 2hrs, it felt really great! AWESOME! The feeling was great that my persistence paid off and we did not give up. The wind was so strong on top I was really timid of climbing to greater heights on the ladders. Safety first. After a short break of 30min, we started our descend. We were grossly wrong thinking that the descend would be faster. The steep slopes slowed us down quite a bit. Looking back, I can't belief I scaled those stones and steps.
It is indeed tiring to ascend and descend on the same day. Exercised so hard for a day, my legs ached a lot and seeing stairs seem like seeing stars. Haha, so glad we had proper accommodation for the night. Not the best but definitely comfortable to rest for the night. Too tired to explore the surroundings, we turned in at 8:30pm and slept till 8pm. It is a much needed rest.
The next day was own time own target exploring melacca town.
It was a very meaningful Christmas. Indeed, it is a Christmas filled with love. I never thought just the 2 of us could go alone for a hike, but we did it :) nagvigating our way up ourselves, encouraging each other and made it to the top together. Though we both grumbled a lot, it was a very good exercise. It reminded of our first trek where we encountered a leech on my again and you had to pull it out. Haha no short cut of lighter so you had to exercise your masculine act to pull it off.
All I want for christmas is you :) we did it together! :)
Christmas was spent on hiking up gunung datuk. A v steep start and 15min into the hike with my backpack, I was breathless and giddy. Thankfully for the energy bars, water and rest, I managed to continue my way up. Upon reaching the top after 2hrs, it felt really great! AWESOME! The feeling was great that my persistence paid off and we did not give up. The wind was so strong on top I was really timid of climbing to greater heights on the ladders. Safety first. After a short break of 30min, we started our descend. We were grossly wrong thinking that the descend would be faster. The steep slopes slowed us down quite a bit. Looking back, I can't belief I scaled those stones and steps.
It is indeed tiring to ascend and descend on the same day. Exercised so hard for a day, my legs ached a lot and seeing stairs seem like seeing stars. Haha, so glad we had proper accommodation for the night. Not the best but definitely comfortable to rest for the night. Too tired to explore the surroundings, we turned in at 8:30pm and slept till 8pm. It is a much needed rest.
The next day was own time own target exploring melacca town.
It was a very meaningful Christmas. Indeed, it is a Christmas filled with love. I never thought just the 2 of us could go alone for a hike, but we did it :) nagvigating our way up ourselves, encouraging each other and made it to the top together. Though we both grumbled a lot, it was a very good exercise. It reminded of our first trek where we encountered a leech on my again and you had to pull it out. Haha no short cut of lighter so you had to exercise your masculine act to pull it off.
All I want for christmas is you :) we did it together! :)
Saturday, December 3, 2011
YEAHS! FEELING VERY HAPPY NOW!
it took many months of sourcing before this venue for solemnization is decided. For the last few months, there were really much headache thinking and considering the various locations. from outdoor locations such as fort canning to indoor locations like seb bistro, safra mount faber and nus, more than 10 places were researched upon. Kudos to dear for his persistence in researching for an ideal location. his persistence to find the type of view i would dream off within our tight budget is really amazing, never failed to caught me with surprises with his new options.
Somehow none actually caught my attention at first sight. Each has it's pros and cons. Though some of the places astonished me with their pretty view, it just didn't struck me as "the one". I dreamt of holding it in a location with beautiful natural scenary yet something simple not elaborated given that we are only working on a budget of 2k. to me, that was an almost impossible task.
finally, this location came up on wed. looking at the photo taken by dear when he sneaked out in the midst of studying. it looks normal. it was a move initiated to rank our options so far to allow us to eliminate the location. my top position was raffles house, his was a last minute addition to the list of competitors. up till today, i was almost convinced of holding it at raffles house, starting my preparation on the budgeting and planning required. but in the afternoon, we decided to take a look at his first choice for the last time to convince us of our final decision.
the first impression was good when i stepped into the carpark. stepping into the restaurant, i was stunned by the beauty. the intristic design of the interior was amazing. though it may not have the best of everything, what bought me over was ultimately the view from the balcony and the marble partitions. i have a weakness for marble. yes, this is love at first sight.
this addition to the competition was only announced for competition 3 days ago, yet i was so taken over by the place that it won first place in both our hearts. i knew this is the place and it did not take another session to decide. on the spot, the reservation was made for 03 March 2012.
in due course, this location will be revealed :)
it took many months of sourcing before this venue for solemnization is decided. For the last few months, there were really much headache thinking and considering the various locations. from outdoor locations such as fort canning to indoor locations like seb bistro, safra mount faber and nus, more than 10 places were researched upon. Kudos to dear for his persistence in researching for an ideal location. his persistence to find the type of view i would dream off within our tight budget is really amazing, never failed to caught me with surprises with his new options.
Somehow none actually caught my attention at first sight. Each has it's pros and cons. Though some of the places astonished me with their pretty view, it just didn't struck me as "the one". I dreamt of holding it in a location with beautiful natural scenary yet something simple not elaborated given that we are only working on a budget of 2k. to me, that was an almost impossible task.
finally, this location came up on wed. looking at the photo taken by dear when he sneaked out in the midst of studying. it looks normal. it was a move initiated to rank our options so far to allow us to eliminate the location. my top position was raffles house, his was a last minute addition to the list of competitors. up till today, i was almost convinced of holding it at raffles house, starting my preparation on the budgeting and planning required. but in the afternoon, we decided to take a look at his first choice for the last time to convince us of our final decision.
the first impression was good when i stepped into the carpark. stepping into the restaurant, i was stunned by the beauty. the intristic design of the interior was amazing. though it may not have the best of everything, what bought me over was ultimately the view from the balcony and the marble partitions. i have a weakness for marble. yes, this is love at first sight.
this addition to the competition was only announced for competition 3 days ago, yet i was so taken over by the place that it won first place in both our hearts. i knew this is the place and it did not take another session to decide. on the spot, the reservation was made for 03 March 2012.
in due course, this location will be revealed :)
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
15.11.2011
Happy birthday to myself :)
it was a double celebration - birthday and confirmation. it was a great day of celebration, been a while since i celebrated on my actual day seldom having the opportunity to have your company on the actual day. On the pertext of studying for exams, both of us are on leave.
It was a day of surprises, where i have no idea of the events in place, being chauffeured around was a bliss once in a while. Started the day with my foot infection treatment at NSC, sigh still so many session and it is so troublesome to keep having to go down during work days :(
The first event was "You are the apple of my eye" movie. Nice, indeed nice :) brought back school days memories, back to those school days love. haha the crudeness brought laughters and silliness.
Followed up was 3-course lunch - french crusine @ Magazine road. SUPURB! EXCELLENT EXPERIENCE and FOOD! highly recommended :) haha indeed going more atas as we grow older, have grown out of buffets. lolz but too high class for me, felt so uncomfy eating. the chef provided such a great experience, personally greeting his guests and the food was really too yummy. especially that dessert - CREME BRULEE AU CHOCOLATE! woohooo super sinfully delighful :)
Starters: Some bread with a small cup of mushroom soup
Main Course: JUS DE BOEUF WAGYU BRAISEE
wa the beef was just undescribly nice, so tender and well cooked. in fact, it serves the best beef i ever eaten till date. lolz.
Dessert: CREME BRULEE AU CHOCOLATE
Undescribable, simply too nice.
Next was Orchid Convention @ MBS and Gardens by the bay. I love flowers :) a rarity to find u walking so much with me so a big thank you! especially as i love walking! finally, simple dinner of Fish Head Curry. Present: Received by first compact camera :)
been a great day, fully away from worries of work and everything.
it was a double celebration - birthday and confirmation. it was a great day of celebration, been a while since i celebrated on my actual day seldom having the opportunity to have your company on the actual day. On the pertext of studying for exams, both of us are on leave.
It was a day of surprises, where i have no idea of the events in place, being chauffeured around was a bliss once in a while. Started the day with my foot infection treatment at NSC, sigh still so many session and it is so troublesome to keep having to go down during work days :(
The first event was "You are the apple of my eye" movie. Nice, indeed nice :) brought back school days memories, back to those school days love. haha the crudeness brought laughters and silliness.
Followed up was 3-course lunch - french crusine @ Magazine road. SUPURB! EXCELLENT EXPERIENCE and FOOD! highly recommended :) haha indeed going more atas as we grow older, have grown out of buffets. lolz but too high class for me, felt so uncomfy eating. the chef provided such a great experience, personally greeting his guests and the food was really too yummy. especially that dessert - CREME BRULEE AU CHOCOLATE! woohooo super sinfully delighful :)
Starters: Some bread with a small cup of mushroom soup
Main Course: JUS DE BOEUF WAGYU BRAISEE
wa the beef was just undescribly nice, so tender and well cooked. in fact, it serves the best beef i ever eaten till date. lolz.
Dessert: CREME BRULEE AU CHOCOLATE
Undescribable, simply too nice.
Next was Orchid Convention @ MBS and Gardens by the bay. I love flowers :) a rarity to find u walking so much with me so a big thank you! especially as i love walking! finally, simple dinner of Fish Head Curry. Present: Received by first compact camera :)
been a great day, fully away from worries of work and everything.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
I have no doubt my company is the top 10 best employers in Singapore. all that sums up, it feels awesome to be working in a company with a good culture and good bosses. finally i understand the meaning of this. the feeling is different and one will be much more willing to actively contribute to the organization.
did a mid-year review of performance. same flaws, the same flaws i am trying v hard to correct but really thankful that my manager spelled them out to me so it will really serve as a deep reminder. thank goodness she is nice and sees the other contributions minue the flaws.
the most important thing that struck me at the end of the review said by her is "Integrity - Admit your mistakes when you made them, do not dig another hole to cover up". I realize there are values at work and it is these values that one has to stick at all times. My values at work are slowly evolving, something i have only thought about here. Not perfect but those are my values.
did a mid-year review of performance. same flaws, the same flaws i am trying v hard to correct but really thankful that my manager spelled them out to me so it will really serve as a deep reminder. thank goodness she is nice and sees the other contributions minue the flaws.
the most important thing that struck me at the end of the review said by her is "Integrity - Admit your mistakes when you made them, do not dig another hole to cover up". I realize there are values at work and it is these values that one has to stick at all times. My values at work are slowly evolving, something i have only thought about here. Not perfect but those are my values.
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