Deep in thoughts. I can finally feel my parents' pain. They never explicitly says how much they love me, but I realize their every actions are filled with love. Yesterday I had a heart wrenching session before I realize how different things were from the past. I did not know the cause of the changes but I realized I never bother to find out. I am really sorry for my sensitivity earlier.

I thought I had grown up. But I am still far from growing up. I still live in a naive world. It all doesn't matter now, only my mum, my dad and my brothers matter to me now. Of course, I will still treat everyone else with a kind heart. Do not let how others mistreat you to be a reason to mistreat others. Let others know how to learn to be benevolent. I can do it.

On a side note, I went Chinatown with mummy yesterday evening. It felt great to see her face light up :) been quite reflective these few days, thinking how I can pack my mummy off with me to my new house. Haha I am such a lazy bum, having a mum who takes care of my every need. I would miss spending quality time with her nxt time, so I am learning to treasure such moments more :)