CHANGES.

many thoughts and feelings are going through my mind but somehow i can't seem able to pen down anything. a blank mind.

recently, hope has been shining brightly upon me, foreseeing a future of possibilities and dreams. decision to move on has been finalized, no more worries and unhappines over the same issue. the determination to leave my current situation is so strong that nothing can change that. yet when i officially declared, i was upset though relieved. irony. i know i will miss the working hours, miss the windowless audit room, miss saying hi to the security guards, miss the nature of the work and most importantly, miss the friends here. much as i am leaving this engagement forever, all i want to say is, this engagement is not a deep hole. it is where many memories of audit form and where there are many laughters within. definately been piled a lot of work but the learning exposure is excellent. great seniors who guided and taught me along the way, great managers to share their experiences. Yet, nobody is indispensible and dreams should be chased individually, not defined by the company. My apologies for leaving during the crunch time was accepted by my manager who acknowledged that "sometimes, we have to be selfish".

Definately, each job has their own perks and disadvantages. the pull factor now is so strong that i am really glad for the opportunity to move on. pleasantly surprised by the little little factors that add up, pleasantly pleased by the granting of my small requests really brought my confirmation to a full stop. no more deliberation, no more consideration but a definate resounding yes. looking forward to the change of environment, looking forward to a place i wish to stay long in.

the last month marks much ot-ing to round up the experience, but this shall be the last time i am contributing to this engagement and to this firm. looking forward, this time with confidence and happiness...