serious moments

2:3oam in the morning blogging despite a long day ahead. mind switched off. tutorials left undone. just some reflections upon my life right now. not doing well for quizzes and tests. not being prepared for classes. not understanding taxation. struggling with school work alone is leaving me feeling a little strained. took up a double spec when i am not even doing very well. haha but it is really not the time to complain or feel demoralized. since it has alr been taken up, i can just try to do my best. :) wellz for everyone struggling with sch, let's all jia you tgt!

social life has indeed been reduced to close to zero. rejected so many offers to go out, to relax, or even to eat when it used to be yes almost all the time. haha seems like priority has set in for me. apologies alone is not enough. i can only say i'll try to make up during the holiz. for the nxt 1 mth, haha work plays the highest priority cos i know this sem hasnt' been an easy going sem, seems to have many things cropping up. trying to adapt to new envionment isn't as easy as expected. my life seems to have taken a really huge turn this sem with many things loading my mind. do understand...

lastly, wanna say how appreciated you are. whenever i have doubts, u always allured my fears. whenever i feel like giving up, seeing you just make me forget that thought. despite being able to give you so little in return for what u've given, u've always understand and nv expected much from me in return. thank you!