initially guilt was all that was on my mind. now all those guilt has been converted into warmth.

my negligence costs lost efforts, lost time and more than $2000. was feeling super upset, terrible and apologetic. yet i was not scolded by anyone. felt even worse. hall became a place to escape in the end.

in the end, everyone was more concerned bout my reaction cos i was so withdrawn and just so quiet, refusing to speak my mind. mum and dad called to take care many times. bro reassued me that he was not irritated and not angry. suddenly i realised how hard everyone is trying to reassure that the mistake was nothing. haas but somehow the more they do, the worse i felt. lolz. nonetheless i am glad to feel such warmth in the family. now i know optimism and forgiveness run in the family. in the midst of all the guilt, i wanna say more than thank you. i realized how fortunate i m with all the ppl surrounding including the person who listened :)