went to attend a solemn family event today. nothing much to talk about, jus realized how complicated my family background is actu. n it doesn't matter who the person is, cos even if i ain't close to the person, i would still have teared. realized how sentimental i m to family ties too. yes if anyone attempts to harm anyone in my family, i'll retailate without thinking cos they mean everything to me.

the nxt few days will be madness seriously. traveling 4 places tmr n lots of things to do n think in between too. thurs would not be much better either since i'll travelling with lots of baggage out for lunch n dinner. well well, can jus hope i don't tire myself out even before the camp!!

talking about the camp, i m starting to wonder whether i made a smart choice or was it too impromptu. not that i don't trust the ppl i m travelling with, jus that i wonder whether it's okayz to climb a mountain with onli 6 ppl. n my parents' concern about the safety etc is giving me slight jitters too. the problem is that they didn't stop me from going but bombed me with lots of concerns and asking me to take care that makes me more jitterery. furthermore i have my own concerns about going malaysia since i myself don't really regard the place as safe! but i know i can't pull out now...

heyz!! but 1 thing i m looking forward to tmr is watching SPIDERMAN!! wahaha with this though in mind, i know i'll at least survive it till then!! :) for the rest of the times, the company will definately keep me cheerful too!! looking forward to all the ppl i'll be meeting over the nxt few days too!! *haas there goes my money too*