Sunday, March 25, 2007

tagging game :)

been tagged by merd. decided to continue this game for fun...:)

"this is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog."

okayz, 6 werid things bout myself-hope u enjoy yourself while reading.:)

1) gets really attached to my bolster-ah girl-and would refuse to sleep without it at home. since staying in hall, have 2 bolsters so don't really care bout bolsters anymore

2) likes to keep the windows of my room closed at night cos i m paranoid of flying bugs that are attracted to the lights entering my room

3) used to sing at the top of my voice at the back of lorry when it passes through tunnels along expressways. cos i don't wanna ppl to hear me sing

4) was annoyed by the lizards in my hse that i attempted to wash one away in the bathroom by spraying water at the tiles near it. in the end i was freaked out cos it jus slided down the walls and was washed towards me! lol

5) cannot sleep with long pants or even blankets cos i would feel stuffy. i would rather let my toes be numbed den to cover myself up in blankets.

6) attempted to walk home from TK once by following bus 197 route. haha no doubt i gave up and took a bus after walking for 30-45 mins.

oops didn't know i m so werid! haha...okayz shall tag the following ppl, hope u can share with us the werid things u did jus to amuse ourselves. :)

1) elaine
2) kelly
3) jenny
4) yy
5) hui qun
6) ching huey

okayz, that's all bout the tagging game. shall move on n blog bout sth else which is whether or not to stay in hall nxt yr. before staying in hall, i thought i had decided that i would only be staying in hall for 1 yr. however, over these 2 semesters, i have came to realize and enjoy what hall life is all about. gradually, my stand begins to shift. now, i m in a dilemma and has a 50-50 chance of staying.

perhaps the reason behind this change is the people i have come to know and grown close to. staying in hall is like staying in a small village where it is rather inaccessible to go travel out often. neighbours cum friends are people that we mingle with so often for dinner or jus to hang out tgt. all of us are sort of dependent on one another in a way or another. they are the reasons that make me unwilling to leave. in hall, i have also been exposed to many activities which would otherwise be left untried-suppers, running at night, hall activities(including cheerleading and ubin stayover) and many many things. but i know that in this one yr i've immersed myself in hall life, juggling between work and play. definately no regrets about staying in hall this yr but what bout nxt yr?

there are of course many reasons that are stopping me from staying in hall too. family is one big reason. i know that i have neglected my family the past yr, spending very little time interacting with them. each time i m home, i always have so much things to clear that conversations are minimised to dining table. my parents have showered me with so much care and concern that it makes me feel guility. yea, i know that sometimes my parents feel that the house has gone rather quiet compared to the past and i really do not want them to feel lonely at home etc. perhaps many people would say that it would only be a matter of time when they have to accept that their children have grown up but right now, i think its still too early.

nxt yr, my second bro wouldn't be in singapore too. i remembered my promise to pass him my laptop when i decided to purchase it. whether i can keep this promise depends on whether i m staying in hall too. home will always be the best place to be. at home, i feel so comfortable and relaxed. each time i m home, i jus don't exactly look forward to coming back hall.

with so many deciding factors, i m at a lost. no one can decide for me cos it is ultimately my choice. personally, i know that saving time is just my excuse for staying in hall. afterall i have been used to travelling far since secondary sch.

often it is weighing between the heart and the head. this time round, my heart is split and i really can't decide. hall or home? once i have made up my mind, i know i wouldn't look back. for now, i will just see how each day, each week goes and meanwhile, have the time of my life, both at home and in hall. :)

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