random thoughts

stressed? unfortunately no doubts. i donno what exactly i m stressed about. prob at this time exams and expectations. stress is sth that we impose on ourselves, not what others give you. i don't want to feel stress but it is sth that i can't help feeling either. perhaps all these arise out of our own expectations to achieve our aims, at least this is what i think. concentration low these few days. been having lack of sleep of this whole week-feeling tired, frustrated, easily irritated. i wonder why i have so many thoughts going thru my mind this week, thinking too much is not good for health but wat's wrong with me?! finally the week is over, think i just wanna have time to myself, to just rest well ba.

just a random question. i consulted my bro once about his opinion on staying in hall. he asked me this. is hall life all about having fun? do ppl actu study tgt? yah so far it has been fun. but studying tgt? perhaps not ba. just my own opinion, studying tgt actu bonds ppl tgt too. cos after studying hard tgt, everyone wld enjoy the fun times tgt even more cos just wanna relax n have fun tgt. but this is jus a random thought. i don't forsee myself asking ppl to study with me neither am i looking for ppl to study with me. jus reminimizing the times i spent studying with my classmates back in VJ. yah i do miss VJ sometimes too despite all the stress we had back then. also cos we worked hard tgt as a class and this leaves us feeling great when the exams finally ended.

perhaps my mind just wanna rest. perhaps i m not being myself. thinking too much, too deep.