work and weekends.

for the last 2 weeks, audit was good. auditing hotel is fun with a huge spread of hotel food for lunch which includes ice-cream, fruits and salads daily. the feeling was good knowing that we are working tgt as a team and any questions i have, i can ask anyone there. i felt teamwork for the first time since work started. having an australian boss makes the entire experience even better and more relaxed. i would even describe the 2 weeks as probably my best 2 weeks since work started beside training.

from tmr, i am back to my long engagement for another 3 months. long, it is really long with so many red tapes that my 2-weeks june leave has not yet received a go-ahead reply though i applied long ago. it is seriously frustrating when the manager is taking so long to approve and i really need sth to look forward to in this engagement. i am not caring so much, if any good travelling deals come up in june, i'll probably just go ahead and book the tickets. afterall, i have tried to book since a long time ago. my seniors could all tell how happy i was to be out of that engagement for 2 weeks. i realized why i didn't like that long engagement. there was no teamwork, with each working independently on issues that we don't understand what the rest are doing. the team is so big that we can't help each other and the engagement lasts so long that we are almost independently in-charge of the assignment thrown to us or how the big picture adds up.

so naturally these last 2 weekends were my best weekends too :) :) no stress of work, no bother about the outstanding issues. bank audit seriously make me want to call quits at times, but working on this hotel engagement rejuvanates me so much i think i can last for some time. let's hope this re-energized me will last for another 3 months before i change job again. *smilez* counting down till then.

the many weekends that passed, this is the first time i sit down to think about how each weekend has passed. weekends are precious moments and yet i realized i have not been maximizing them. for each weekend, i have been so exhausted that i spent lots of time catching up on my sleep and just relaxing my mind totally by watching shows online. it is so unlike myself to sleep till 10am but i am seriously too tired to wake up any earlier. or rather, i am always so happy that the weekends have arrived that i tend to stay up late into the nights on fri and sat. *smilez* but today, i realized how excited i am for april to come and my sch fees would be settled by then. yippy :) settling my sch fees would really put peace to my mind. money doesn't drive or excite me, but i don't want them to be part of my troubles.

tomorrow is going to be a great day :)