306 is hard! bleah first gp to present, which happens to be immediately after cny..boo! nonetheless i guess finishing it early has it's advantages too.

the last few posts have been rather incoherently and random, guess i have been blogging at times when i m super tired. but..i think this post isn't much of an improvement either. maybe cos there is no particular inspirations to spark off topics for me to think or i forgot them pretty quickly before noting them down. this sem is going to be super busy, driving twice per wk hopefully, tuition on 2 nights, and all these on top of the maddness readings for 304 each seminar. seriously, i think it's an impossible task. haha. electives are pretty hard too, but can't complain since i insist on a 3-day week. just jia you ba!

a few days back, i really contemplated what kind of career i really wanna do nxt time. at some point in time, i doubted my ability to be a good auditor because i think i take extra time to understand accounting concepts than others. besides, somehow the way i think is always different, be it due to conceptual understanding or plain misinterpretation. wellz, this was coupled with a conversation with a friend. then i realized kpmg offered them much more. this wld in fact put them on better position as the top management knows them personally. from their higher pay to their recognition, i understand the different bases even before work starts. there is nth that can be done at the moment, i guess just enter the workforce before settling on the next step.

driving so far has been ehmz...i donno. lol my steering is terrible! got scolded a few times..eh no a lot of times i think. it's expensive driving around and around just practising and experimenting, if only there are cheaper ways instead of paying for instructors. lol. haha n i think i have the wrong mentality, cos i find driving at a speed of 20km/hr very slow, den i'll attempt to drive up to 35km/hr and turn at 20km/hr within the circuit which isn't big. lolz. got chided a few more times by instructor to slow down at bend. wahahaha turned the steering wheel too much and couldn't turn back in time in a 90 degree turn. almost went straight for kerb. alrightz, i'll turn uber slowly tmr. must make sure the skills are good first den speed la.

a few things cropped up too, shall not be mentioned here. oh oh shall end off with today! very interesting and meaningful experience! i never like to be the center of attration, prefering to hold the camera than being taken. but today was an exception, posed quite a bit but...i m still shy, this is a 1 off experience. i m so blur! was looking forward to the photo shoot quite a bit, researched for poses and positioning but reached there and alas i didn't bring my foundation which means the rest of the makeup can't be used either...couldn't find my contacts though i brought it :( was a bit flustered and disappointed, nonetheless i enjoyed myself quite a bit *beams* i guess it was the experience that counts. maybe not wearing contacts and without make up is the more real me, than one with thick makeup. i guess it's more natural. at least the photographer is zhai, so the pictures came out really pretty too, though model may not be up to standard. *smilez* i enjoyed myself :)