what am i looking for? i am not clear myself.
what do i like? not exactly clear of it either.
shows how well i know myself. lol.

think i made a simple mistake. but somehow i seem unable to save myself now. no i think its a big mistake. each time, there isn't exactly looking forward or dreading it. its just like another day out having fun. nonetheless i'm glad to be doing things i enjoy and i m comfortable with the company. the efforts are really evident. but right now i m standing on safe grounds. will there be a change? i think so. partly cos of my mistake and the recent things that happened.


was i waiting? i think i was. was is the key word here. but is it a was? seems like i m having more than one problem at the same time. no maybe its only one. the problem lies in me. ai ya....wat a totally nonsensical post. i know i want to post sth yet don't want ppl to understand. haha so my point is to confuse ppl too? i donno. maybe...jus ignore this. where are you for me to talk to? probably jus another thinking out loud post. on a lighter note: wee! seems like more ppl don't mind coming down to ntu once in a long while! that means more ppl to have meals with me too in ntu! :)