cny wif mixed feelings

happy chinese new year ppl!!

mixed feelings. perhaps i m happy, perhaps i m just covering up what i m feeling. collecting angbaos for 2 days in a row, catching up with family members definately leaves one feeling contented. somehow, this year, there is a tinge of sadness. knowing that it wld be hard for us to have another reunion dinner within the nxt 2 yrs makes me treasure this yr's steamboat esp more. knowing that my eldest bro wld be flying off tonight leaves me feeling worse.

everyone is feeling out of sort this yr. i think everyone feels the same way as me, just that all of us are trying hard not to express our unwillingness to part. it is never easy to say goodbye. i don't want to say goodbye, i jus want to say take care and enjoy your trip. for my eldest bro, 6 months would fly by. for my second bro, 2 yrs wld be over before you know it.

i donno wat to say. jus thought that i shld say a big thank u! both of you have been wonderful bros, always being there whenever i need help, always lending a listening ear...i know how both of you feel about leaving and i really do not want to make it harder for you to leave. just thought that i shld say that both of you wld be missed at home. home wld not be the same without u. no matter how tough things wld be going there, there will always be moral support back at home! :) so go all out to enjoy yourself there! :)

take care n bon voyage.3 more hrs...